I creep in shadows.
My selfish ways are clouds,
barricades to the light.
Sweet purity and innocence
hover close to me.
A fog whose moisture
of blood undeservedly flowing
could wash my heart
free of its pollution of sin.
I turn my ear from the distressed
and heart-wrenching cries
my savior weeps for me in desperation,
instead using my pride
and steep stubbornness to inflate the gaps
that are left when everything else
has failed me.
My selfish ways are clouds,
barricades to the light.
Sweet purity and innocence
hover close to me.
A fog whose moisture
of blood undeservedly flowing
could wash my heart
free of its pollution of sin.
I turn my ear from the distressed
and heart-wrenching cries
my savior weeps for me in desperation,
instead using my pride
and steep stubbornness to inflate the gaps
that are left when everything else
has failed me.

My heart, porous as my ears are resistant,
steeps in the Word
and echoes back His plea.
Whimpers, knowing what help it needs,
though my actions lash out in blindness.
Hope rests on my shoulders,
not all is lost.
And when pride is wounded
and stubbornness weakened
I am left alone
with that which I so defied,
knowing that the righteousness
He accredited to me
was never mine.
No longer do I stand
with knives of mulish transgressions
deflecting the light
from entering my heart.
My only joy,
my fountain of life,
Are my tears of elation,
reflecting that light,
that love,
to the world.
